formerlybostonchile

I really need to make up my mind about the focus of this blog. Anyway, just completed my sister's baby shower on Sunday. The theme was POP, and thanks to the innanets, I found a lot of inspiration and ideas. I was worried about being able to get things done, especially since lately I've been feeling this strange inertia, but glory to God, and thank God for my sister the taskmaster, we did it. All the way up until the final minutes before but we did it. I am awaiting the pictures to hit facebook so I can post them here. I made cake pops and popcorn. I wasn't stressed about making the popcorn, thanks to my whirlypop contraption. I made four varieties, pink which needed a lot more pink, chocolate, plain and kettlecorn. The kettlecorn was a total snap. I added all the ingredients, salt, sugar, oil and of course the kernels and just cranked that handle like my life depended on it.  Yummy! The cake pops on the other hand! I totally underestimated the amount of chocola...

I wrote this piece almost 12 years ago now after a bad breakup. I thought it was the worst breakup of my life, little did I know what was coming down the line... ahh youth. can you imagine/i can't i can't even begin to put it together or comprehend how i managed to walk around with eyes closed. my clothes were not on me and the people were laughing but i could not see and was unable to hear they were pointing at me but i dismissed their words as mere manifestations of envy because what we had was true was amazing, was the best s..t i ever had i was only right about one thing. can you imagine/ i can't i can't even begin to understand this even though i am turning it inside out and outside in it is still so unclear to me the more i stare through this glass the dimmer it all becomes the earth i took for granted is crumbling beneath my feet i am afraid to face the world with this distorted perception when i look at you, did i truly see you or wa...